Abandon

In these fallen lands I have travelled. Not a soul to be seen. Only hyenas and crows feasting. I gave so many chances. I fought for long and hard. I strived to be what I am. But in a moment to days, It started to crumble, Like a pack of dominoes. I try to mask it. I see the creatures swim, I nurture them, hone them. But all was temporal. I cannot forgive myself anymore. And to what I have brought upon myself. If it is a loss that I have to incur, then let me go down like a warrior. I have abandoned hope,

As it has abandoned me.